this day has been B-A-D

IT WONT TURN OUT LIKE THIS IF I JUST DIDNT COME UP TO THE PARTICULAR LAB!!!

i dont care anymore...
i wont perform...so what?
im not the only one who wont perform...
but the problem is...
what IS my reason...?
( toot ) 's parents didnt allow him/her to attend the practices...
same with ( toot )...

so...whats mine...?
of course my only reason ( personally ) that i dont want to join is to make a fool of myself and matsu...

papa DID allow me to go to the practices...

papa said that ill just attend tommorow...

* papa dosent understand at all... *

( toot ) said if i dont go to the practices today...i cant go tommorow..

so what should i do...?

i guess this is just a minor problem but...

its sucking me like hel*..... ( there's nothing wrong in this phrase right? tell me if it is... ill pray the rosary...no really do call me if it is bad.. ill REALLY pray the rosary,.,,i just got my confession thats why..)

- matsu hayashi012 -